Thursday, October 22, 2015
I am 25 weeks now and feeling great! And already feeling big. It is crazy to think that this baby is already right around the size Noah was when he was born. We have had one ultrasound already where the description "very healthy and very active" was used. We will still be closely watched come the 28 week mark, but the chances of something happening again are extremely low since Lydia's pregnancy was fine. If everything continues to go well, Baby Sidekick will make his arrival on January 27.
I am so happy to get to experience pregnancy again. (Um, I don't know if I would have said that during the first trimester, but that is all behind us now...) The first pregnancy was what is was; the next time I was comparing every little detail to that first time around; this time I almost feel like a "normal" pregnant lady. :) I feel like I know my body and what to expect so much better and am not stressing and over-analyzing each little thing.
If her feelings right now stick, Lydia is going to be the best big sister ever. She asks at least once a day if our baby is here yet. Usually at some point during the day she will say, "I am excited!" and when you ask why she will say "for the baby!" And one of her favorite things to do is list all the ways she is going to help with the baby when he is here. My mom said I did that same thing before my brother was born. :)
Once in a while Noah will say things about how I won't have as much time to play with him if I am taking care of the baby, but overall they are both genuinely excited and happy that we are going to have another person in our family. They love telling other people that we are going to have a new baby. It just warms my heart, and reminds me what the reaction to a new life should be.
I won't go into a giant rabbit trail about the sad, sad state of how our society views children, but passing from that magic "1 girl and 1 boy American dream" territory makes me even more aware of it. We have gotten a few comments that imply along those lines of "why would you have another one if you already have a boy AND a girl." Oh, the silliness. Look to the reaction of the 3 and 5 year olds here; a new baby is something to be happy about. Don't get me wrong, there is certainly part of me that is terrified of being outnumbered. :) And I don't think there is anything wrong with stopping at 1 or 2 and we would have been perfectly happy with 2. And thinking of the diapers and sleepless nights isn't something that I am bubbling with excitement about. But I am VERY excited to welcome Baby Sidekick to our family and for all the adventures we will have together.